And here I have fapped to a person going through all this, and finally had ended her life. So she used drugs to be able to produce her videos and it became too much and killed her. Drugs numbs the pain the porn industry has on it's workers. Without it shooting so much hardcore porn just wouldn't be possible. I can't remember the exact number but easily 9 out of 10 porn stars use drugs. I have fapped to a fucking dead person! As if this fact alone isn't really disgusting enough, porn is the reason she died. So all these years my favourite porn star who I have fapped to for so many hours has been dead. It turns out she died several years ago, most likely by a drug overdose. But this time I couldn't ignore it, it seemed bad! So I couldn't help but to do some research on her and now to my horrifying discovery. Just several minutes ago I watched an interview with her where she talks about why she wanted to get in to porn and in that video like in many others she seemed influenced by drugs. After all she was the hottest woman I have ever seen. I am well aware that the porn industry is filled with drugs to numb pain and other horrible things so I kinda expected that she could be slightly effected by drugs in some of her videos but ofcourse that didn't bother me so much when I was horny and just wanted to get off. I could never really put my finger on what but something just felt off with her. For some reason she didn't seem to ever make any new videos so I had to come back to the ones she had, and I did! I always thought she was the hottest woman out there but something was wrong.

It really just reminds you about how bad the porn industry is and to be honest I have no idéa how to feel right now.įor many years I have had a specific porn star that has been my favourite whos videos I have kept coming back to. Hello everyone! I just made a very disturbing and disgusting discovery that I have to share.

Naomi russell aids 2014